Chapter 377 The value of friendship, the harbor of the soul
Chapter 377 The value of friendship, the harbor of the soul
Everyone has their own story, they just interpret it in different ways.
Li Fei did not interfere too much in the story between Professor McGonagall and Huanhuan, even though there were dead bodies lying scattered all over the corridor of the Astronomy Tower.
[We sat on a tall pile of bones and listened to Professor McGonagall telling stories about the past.jpg]
Li Fei felt very magical at this time. He controlled himself in the dream and saw his own body in the dream for the first time.
Li Fei lifted the quilt and comforted the little boy who had been awake for a long time. In the dream, Li Fei was lying on the bed, becoming one with his own body.
There was no sense of sluggishness or any conflict in physical concepts. Li Fei instantly overlapped with his body.
It was such a magical feeling. This strong distortion and intertwined meaning made Li Fei experience something he had never experienced before - a little nauseous, a little dizzy, and a little unimaginably powerful.
This is an increase, an increase that is difficult for ordinary people to understand.
Objectively speaking, although he was devalued by the ancient master and was worthless, for Li Fei, whether it is the total amount of magic power reserves or the unattainable soul strength, it far exceeds that of anyone of his age. as far as human beings can achieve.
In other words, even if people of the same age desperately want to catch up with Li Fei, they cannot keep up with Li Fei's progress.
Although Li Fei in the dream does not have as powerful soul power and magic reserve as his real body, in the dream, Li Fei, who relies on the dream dimension as the source of power, has almost endless magic power in the waking state.
When the two phases were superimposed, even Li Fei's body, which had been tempered for more than ten years, was unable to bear it for a while. Fortunately, Li Fei lay directly on the bed, otherwise Li Fei would be swaying at this time and would not be able to maintain it. The most basic action.
"Although my body is temporarily unable to move, this feeling... is really too strong!"
Li Fei even had the illusion that if he could maintain his current state and fully master this power, he might be qualified to fight against the temple mages of the three major temples.
"Maybe... in this state, I already have 70% of grandpa's fighting power..."
Li Fei is thinking about his future development direction, but his magic power reserve is still very poor. Although he can achieve almost infinite magic power with the help of the dream dimension, the calling speed of magic power is still very slow, and there is a high possibility of magic power appearing. The situation of stall interruption.
The most terrifying thing about the Zhenguo barrier where grandpa is located is that it blocks outside magic. In other words, if he cannot completely open the barrier and chooses to enter alone, he may even be able to withstand the magic power stored in his body. Won't last a week.
At that time, not only would he not be able to help his grandfather, he would even become a burden to many Chinese seniors.
Even his wildest thoughts will come to an end. When it was almost dawn, Li Fei finally had nothing to think about.
Freeing his mind, Li Fei finally found a way to achieve the "detached" state described by his grandfather:
Don't be surprised, watch the flowers bloom in front of the court;
Go and stay unintentionally, looking at the clouds and clouds in the sky.
Although Li Fei looked like a lazy man who hadn't gotten up yet, with the usual simple action of turning over and getting off the ground, two huge footprints appeared under Li Fei's feet, which were as deep as his knees.
"This……"
The sudden strengthening made it impossible for Li Fei to move freely. It was very difficult for Li Fei to regain his mobility after a night of meditation.
At this time, Li Fei could only take out his magic wand and walk out of the dormitory "one step at a time" while repeatedly using the "Restore as before" spell to repair it.
"Boom...boom!"
As Li Fei "gently" pushed open the door, the door to the dormitory seemed to have been violently knocked open by a fully loaded, speeding truck. It was instantly thrown away by a huge force and hit hard outside the common room. on the sofa.
Betsy, who was watering the flowers in the common room, was startled by the sudden appearance of Li Fei. Then she saw Li Fei waving his hands with a tired look on his face, signaling the little guy not to come over, otherwise it would easily cause accidental injury.
After trampling countless "footprints of great men" on the castle ground, Li Fei finally stumbled out of the castle gate.
On this day, the lawn of Hogwarts suffered more than it could bear, and the entire outside of the castle became pitted. Basically, anyone who was not careful could fall down.
After taking out the giant sword from the door panel and practicing a set of sword skills with the giant sword, but feeling as if he was just holding a toothpick as effortlessly as he did, Li Fei was sure of one thing - "I must not be awake yet."
The strengthening is certainly gratifying, but the fatigue it brings is also double.
So this Sunday, Li Fei spent one day continuously experiencing something similar to——
"collapse the seat";
"Putting your hand on the table caused a hole in the Hufflepuff table";
"I held the bowl with my hands and accidentally crushed the bowl into pieces";
"Because Li Fei would break any tableware, so Cedric and others could only feed him." After making mistakes, Li Fei experienced a feeling of exhaustion beyond imagination.
At night, Li Fei's body was finally so sleepy that he couldn't open his eyes and fell into sleep involuntarily.
Of course, this is what Li Fei wants to experiment most at this time.
While maintaining a lucid dream, what will happen if the body falls asleep again?
Is the dream self being strengthened?
Is it a new dream?
Is it me who appears in two dreams?
Or will nothing happen at all?
Facts have proved that what people need most when they are sleepy is to have a good rest - the moment Li Fei fell into a deep sleep due to lack of energy, Li Fei in the "lucid dream" state directly dissipated, and the dissipated mental power gradually returned to the original body. Slowly repairing physical and mental damage.
The next morning, Li Fei regained his energy after a good night's rest. He tried to have a lucid dream that night, but failed.
The next day, failed.
……
On the tenth day, Li Fei successfully entered the lucid dream state again. Li Fei chose to let his body use soul energy in his sleep to maintain the [out-of-body] state, and then used his soul form to merge with himself in the dream.
The conclusion is drawn: merging with oneself in the [out-of-body] state can minimize the mental effort required to maintain the "lucid dream" state.
Merging with the soul can turn oneself into a "dual-core mode" in the dream state, allowing a true "third-person perspective."
These experiments allowed Li Fei to clarify his future direction, as well as his plans and hopes to develop new trump cards.
During the days when Li Fei was obsessed with experimenting, he really made a lot of jokes. If it weren't for the daily care of Bruce, Cedric, Zhang Qiu, Harry, Ron, the Weasley twins and others, he would have made a lot of jokes. Maybe Li Fei has "died" countless times.
One time, when everyone was having lunch at Hufflepuff's long table, maybe there was too much mustard oil in the salad dishes in the cafeteria, and Li Fei couldn't help but sneeze hard.
With just this sneeze, Li Fei's soul was violently sprayed out from his nose and eyes! ! !
As we all know, if a person loses his soul, he becomes a vegetative state or a hemiplegic.
So in front of everyone, the legend of Hufflepuff, classmate Li Fei, sneezed and became paralyzed.
Li Fei will never forget it in his life. The expression of helplessness and panic on the little fat boy Bruce Wayne's face at that time didn't even stay for half a second. Then he picked up Li Fei's body and rushed to the school doctor's office with a look of determination. go!
At the same time, Cedric from Hufflepuff, Qiu Zhang from Ravenclaw, Harry from Gryffindor, Percy from the Weasley family, and the twin brothers all followed behind and headed toward the school nurse. Rush to the room!
If you want to ask why Li Fei knew so clearly, it was just because Li Fei happened to spray his soul next to Ron at that time, so he simply hovered over Ron's head and watched everything.
At that time, Li Fei was too exhausted from the previous night, and his soul was obviously a little weak. He originally planned to fly back to his body lightly, but he never thought that the little fat man's actions were too decisive, so that his soul became farther and farther away from his body. .
In desperation, Li Fei simply put his legs around Ron's neck and took Ron for a ride.
It wasn't a big problem. Ron couldn't feel it anyway. Only his pet rat named "Scabbers" shivered several times due to sensitivity.
Maybe Li Fei was one of the few people who really cared about Ron. Seeing something happened to Li Fei, Ron really didn't run too slowly.
Due to Ron's super speed, Li Fei's soul was able to return to the body before Madam Pomfrey completed the examination. This made even a knowledgeable therapist like Madam Pomfrey unable to determine what was happening in Li Fei's body. What is the cause of the problem?
Although the incident passed safely, Li Fei was still ordered by Madam Pomfrey to recuperate in the school doctor's office for a day.
Li Fei, who was lying on the hospital bed, suddenly had time to think about a philosophical question, that is - what kind of existence is he in the eyes of others?
passerby?
classmate?
friend?
Or is it an idol worshiped like the little fat man?
It seems that there is a little bit of each, and it seems that each is not completely the same. Li Fei originally thought that he only needed to take care of the people around him and be the strongest pillar around them, and he would become the most indispensable existence for the people around him. .
However, Li Fei was wrong.
To Li Fei, they were special beings that were different from everyone else. They were close people whom Li Fei recognized in his heart, but that was all.
But from their perspective, it seems that the other party not only regards Li Fei as a person who can help them solve their problems, but also truly regards Li Fei as a friend.
"Friend...what a distant and distant word."
Li Fei thought in his heart that even in his previous life, he had not made many friends since childhood.
After traveling through this life, because of his status as a time traveler and because his grandfather was a practitioner, Li Fei has always had a huge diaphragm with his peers around him.
There was a trance in front of his eyes, and the floodgates of past life memories seemed to be opened, and some years that had long been covered with dust appeared in front of Li Fei's eyes.
Li Fei once had a close friend in his previous life.
He and Li Fei met in a cram school in the second grade of junior high school. They competed with each other at first. After competing several times, they began to cherish each other. They became a true gentleman-like acquaintance. They encouraged each other and worked together to achieve their dreams of going to college. .
Li Fei became a construction dog, moving bricks in the office...
And that buddy became a great general surgeon, and is said to have supported Wuhan during the most difficult period.
[This guy applied to be a graduate student of a top boss in Shenwai, but was rejected by the boss]
As the days passed, the two of them began to have troubles in their peaceful lives, and they began to envy each other's lives:
There is nothing original about Li Fei's work. Unless you can tell which city in the world this style has been successfully used in, purely original work will not pass the hurdle of the City Planning Bureau.
Because he has not had any sense of achievement and personal satisfaction for a long time, nor can he realize his personal value, Li Fei becomes more and more envious of his friend, and from the bottom of his heart he recognizes the job of doctor, which becomes more and more popular as he gets older.
And Li Fei's friend didn't live a happy life either. The long hours of general surgery work gave him obvious cognitive obsessive-compulsive disorder.
He increasingly hopes to see things in a rigid pursuit of straightness and rules.
But you have to know that human blood vessels, nerves, and muscle fiber tissues are inherently complicated and intertwined!
If it is really as neat as bundling network cables in a computer room, it will definitely cause an extremely serious medical accident!
He endured, he suffered, he began to resist communicating with others, and he began to actively try medication.
However, psychotropic drugs made his concentration begin to decline. Once, when he raised the scalpel, he actually felt a strong drowsiness!
So, he made a decision that no one knew about - to stop taking the medicine privately.
When mental stress completely transforms into a morbid mental illness, and obvious pathological signs appear, it has become a luxury to only rely on the power of one's own psychological adjustment to control the condition from worsening, let alone trying to use personal power to try to prevent it from getting worse. Fight, adjust, and alleviate the condition.
In other words, his patient was discharged and he himself became more seriously ill.
Finally, on a moonless night, he chose to end it all...
A week later, Li Fei received a letter, a letter sent regularly by this friend.
Maybe for this friend, this is actually a relief...
But what he didn't know was that the pain his departure left in Li Fei's heart in his previous life also created a crack in Li Fei's heart.
Perhaps from then on, Li Fei no longer had a close friend.
He will only choose to be kind to others and give sincerely and silently, but he will no longer regard anyone as an existence that can communicate as an equal and help each other.
You can say that Li Fei is arrogant, or you can say that Li Fei's heart is resisting being hurt again, but that's the fact.
Until this life, Li Fei was depressed because of his grandfather's death. After being invited to visit Fox's Nirvana, Li Fei successfully washed away the old age and death in people's hearts in two lifetimes.
His soul was strengthened by Fairy Jinglian, and by chance, he was moved by the sincerity of Bruce and other "little ones" who were younger than him by unknown ages, and the shackles of his self-enclosed soul were further opened.
Li Fei, who was lying on the hospital bed, smiled reassuringly.
In this life, there are many people who sincerely care about me.
"It feels good to be cared about by others..."
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