socalfunplaces Chapter 227
Chapter 227
He Mingjia endured many moments of feeling lonely.
Biting his finger and swallowing a lot of tears.
There have been many moments when I opened my mouth and held back.
Hold on alone.
It has also gradually become familiar.
Because I remembered a book I saw.
"Everyone's life has a darkest moment, and if you survive the darkest moment of life, it will be bright in the future."
She wrote these words on a pen case and read them every day.
Every unhappy moment can be opened and seen.
But it was as if life wasn't going her way.
He Mingjia felt that this was a bullying that began with the teacher.
So there is no way to stop.
It will get worse and worse.
Grows from the shadows.
into a bigger and bigger vortex.
Suck her into one abyss after another.
It started out with rotten books.
The seat furthest from the podium.
Then there are the verbal insults of the teacher in front of the class.
Finally, the classmates dodged unconsciously when they approached her.
Later she thought.
She might as well be a completely transparent person.
But no.
She came to class early in the morning.
Cynicism suddenly turned into sarcasm.
It begins with her original tablemate.
"Hey, what are you doing not worth the day. Just now, the teacher came to assign the morning reading task in advance, and she was angry when she saw that the blackboard did not wipe her, you are responsible.
"I'm not called hey, please be respectful of others."
He Mingjia subconsciously raised his anger and retorted.
After speaking, there are various emotions in my heart.
There was shock to the otherwise silent tablemates.
There is remorse for the failure of his original attempt to be transparent.
And some uncomfortable and sad.
She continued to speak.
"Yesterday was not my duty."
"Not who you are."
"Then I ask you what day is your duty day? I do it all five days a week, from Monday to Friday, who decided this?
"No way, only if you don't have the same table, the garbage will be dumped on your table if you sit carelessly, so everyone said to simply let you be on duty."
"That's not what I should do. It's me for your convenience, so please have some basic shame, even if someone wipes it for me.
"Why should we?" Which of us do you have a good relationship with?
"Good. Even if not. I clearly remember wiping the blackboard yesterday. "
Are you out of memory?" Did someone do it on purpose?
He Mingjia did not answer.
Walk back to your seat.
Now she still has some wronged incomprehension.
She just wanted to do her own thing.
Then become a transparent person.
Avoid the eyes of others.
You will be able to spend school time safely.
Time passes little by little.
The teacher stepped on high heels and walked over.
As soon as you enter the door.
He Mingjia wanted to cry without tears.
Finished.
For her teachers.
"How come the blackboard hasn't been wiped yet! On duty!
He Mingjia sat still.
The eyes of the class looked at her.
She thinks she is a transparent person.
Don't lift your head.
"He Mingjia, come and wipe!"
She knew that the teacher was upset with her.
But I didn't expect it to be so.
Fair discrimination.
The whole heart went cold.
"Teacher, I do it five days a week."
The person above took a sip of water.
Held up his glasses.
Not ready to answer.
"Early reading begins."
The class resounded with the sound of reading.
He Mingjia repeated again.
"Teacher, do I do it all the days of the week?"
"Yes."
"Why?"
"Does this little thing also need me to arrange and worry about? If you are not satisfied, consult with them. Also, don't affect my class, please wipe the blackboard and go out"
He Mingjia walked up step by step.
Quickly wiped it out.
Put the book on your head.
"It's over, there's really no turning back this time."
She muttered.
Really.
The duty day of the whole day.
Incorrect answers to questions are penalized.
Paper balls deliberately thrown on the ground.
Touched her book and pen.
Push her to the back as she walks.
She felt that the situation would become serious step by step.
It's not just about crowding out.
Really.
She went home on her own that day.
Halfway there, I noticed something was wrong.
She was quiet on her way home.
Because she always waits until the last one to go.
The street lamps lit up.
No one would disturb her quietness.
It's the fear of attracting attention.
It's also because there is really no good space to write homework when I get home.
Too messy at home.
There are so many things that happen every day.
A quarrel.
She couldn't study seriously.
Today she felt something was particularly wrong.
Walked around the biggest road.
Usually she doesn't walk this.
Because there are always some people squatting and smoking on this road.
Watching her go over would whistle her.
But she walked away without turning her head.
Those people didn't continue.
I didn't meet those people today.
It's just that she still doesn't feel right.
It was clear that someone was following her.
She comforted herself over and over again in her heart.
It's okay.
Probably not.
Could it be classmates.
What to do if they know where to live.
In case they follow themselves every day.
So what to do.
Suddenly.
A cry stopped her.
"He Mingjia!"
She didn't turn her head.
Instead, go faster.
"Don't you like this?"
Several people blocked in front of her.
He Mingjia straightened his waist.
Don't want to lose momentum.
"What?"
"I mean, don't you like cleaning?"
"I didn't say that."
"Don't talk nonsense brother, mention all the way, can you start quickly."
The person in front turned back impatiently.
"Are you sick? Lao Tzu is talking to her, don't interrupt. Also, don't start here, you want to be seen by the school leaders? "
Okay."
He Mingjia looked down.
A bucket of dirty water.
She hurriedly moved her feet slightly.
Just think of finding the right opportunity to go and run.
As soon as he retreated, he bumped into two people.
Look back.
The person who was still behind her had already arrived behind her.
Her legs went limp.
The mouth also trembled.
"No more. Please.
"Beg us? Did you do something wrong? Or are we going to do something to you?
"Nope. You're not going to do anything to me.
"Nope."
The person in front of you.
Tall and big.
Smile beautifully.
He Mingjia raised his head to look.
A chill on the head.
From head to toe.
Accompanied by the musty smell of sewage.
Falls on her face.
All the way to the trouser leg.
Tick.
The disgusting smell made her unable to say a word again.
She spoke slowly.
"Can I go now?"
"Hmm. OK! She
bypassed the people in front.
Move forward.
The head was not lifted at all.
She heard a few laughs behind her.
The farther away, the clearer.
The laughter hit her heart.
It deprived her of her self-esteem.
Once again, the question echoed in her heart.
Circles appeared in her mind.
"What the hell did I do wrong? Why do this to me. Am I not doing enough? Tears
fell.
Blurred on water-stained faces.
Merge with.